right now, i have to create a portfolio of photographs and i have apprx. a month. you may say that i had enough time etc. but it's not like that. they expect quality and creativity that depends a lot on circumstances. i should stop mourning over such meaningless things, right?
then there are the examinations. i managed to get adderall, the internet says it works. i don't have adhd, but i'm "mad" enough to destroy myself. i really don't care. I'm also thinking about dropping acid but i worry a bit because my mind is already fucked up (even more since the first panic attack/mental breakdown).
i was with my mom at the forest for chestnuts. we took our doggy too. while my mother was in the woods i waited with the dog and obscured the sky and depth of the scenery. so much adventure
i wanted to find an amanita muscataria but i couldn't.
The point of writing today is:
permanently putting my mb account on vacation
i've been thinking about that for a good while and i guess that's the best i can do. the site distracts me so much. i won't regret doing it, things are backed up. i'll miss some features tho.
the people i liked there are gone and i'm not in mood to become friends with random players. or contribute to forum topics. i suck at being a good member. sorry.
i have a folder dedicated to MB, it exceeds over 200MB.
I'm uploading everything now.
DOWNLOAD THE FULL ROCK N ROLL THEME (.zip)
http://www.mediafire.com/download/34yp8dvenl98asc/M_theme_.zip
http://www.mediafire.com/download/34yp8dvenl98asc/M_theme_.zip
http://www.mediafire.com/download/34yp8dvenl98asc/M_theme_.zip
SOME .psd FILES FOR POPULAR CLOTHES/ACCS FROM H • L L A.
these are to help to those remaining who would like to learn (photoshop required).
click here >> /2012/10/psd-files.html
OTHER::::
inspired by kria brekkan
